Early Poetry

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I Hope you enjoy my youthful passions, expressed over the years in poetic releases.

The Cuddly Con Artist If I open this can. Then by me you'll stand. Patiently waiting. Your hopes inflating. You beg & plead. For me to feed. My kitty cat so dear. My kitty who's so insincere. You lay on my bed. After being fed. Begging to be scratched. Then to have the door unlatched. I love you & you love me. My cute Siamese kitty with eyes like the sea. You are a con artist that is for sure. You can get what you want with just a purr. It's nice to have a cat around. Especially my cat, who I was lucky to have found.

Self-Destruct

Most kids who hate school. Think it's uncool. To have good grades. Like having straight "A's." But that's because. None of them does. They think it's cool. When they act like fools. Cutting each other down. Acting like clowns. My grades are bad. In fact it's quite sad. Because all of the fools. Think they make up the rules. They think they're so damn tough. When will they finally get enough? My only regret. Is that their tiny minds are set. To self-destruct in a matter of years. No one will care when they cry their tears. Of this they will find. Like I did when I cried mine.

The Unending Battle of Life

Why do you always do this to me? Why can't you boys ever see? What you do to us girls. You break our hearts & straighten our curls. It's at us you always frown. It's towards us you always look down. You boys all act so sweet. When you use & abuse us, you think it's neat! Going & telling lies to all your friends. Girls don't gossip half as much, you look at the wrong end! I hope someday us girls get even 'Cause it's you stupid boys us smart girls will be leaving. It's called the battle of life, Because it never ends and cuts like a dull knife.

To Face Death

Death is inevitable. Death is unforgettable. Death is scary for me. Death is something I'd rather not see. Even though I've faced it before. I'd rather not anymore. It is so upsetting. I always feel so regretting. When my Dad died. I could hardly cry. All of my grief was pent up inside. To myself I lied. It does no good to lie to yourself. Death must be faced, not put on a shelf. So if you're smart you won't do as I. When you have to face death, just get out your grief and cry.

I Care, But Watch It!

Ha, you think your so hot! Well babe, your not. Where do you get off? If I see you I'll swat you like a moth! I know you don't care & never did. I should have known better than to befriend a kid. You'd best not try to use me anymore. Because if you do you'll hit the floor. If you ask by who, worry not over this. It'll just be me & I don't miss! I still care, but not as much as before. For all you did was use me & you can't do that anymore. I'll see you soon, I guess. Who knows? I may even wear a dress.

Liars End Up To Be Doormats

Why did you lie? Because of you I can only cry. Now my life is hell. Because of you I'm in a shell. In a sentence was all it took. And in that one sentence my whole life shook. You sank my boat. Now I will sink, not float. You aren't worth my time. That sentence was a crime. For which you will dearly pay. To that what do you say? I'll get even, maybe not now. But all will see not the man, but the mouse. What you've done can not be forgiven. Not the way you seem to be living. Your day will come I'll see to that. When I am done with you, you'll be a doormat!

You & Me

When I am alone I can't help but to think of you. And all the sweet things you do. You make me feel so good inside. Sometimes I wonder if you lied. If you did I'm not mad. In fact if you like me I would be glad. That no one knows you like me. That no one but me will ever see. If you care for me as I do you. No one ever has to know, but for us two.

Thinking of You in My Chair

While I sit alone in my chair. I begin to wonder if you're aware. How much for you I care. Only in your eyes may I stare. And not worry "How straight is my hair?" Sitting in this chair...When I looked into your eyes. My stomach got instant butterflies. Thinking of what you might be thinking. My eyes faced yours, still & unblinking. As I am thinking of you in my chair...I wonder if you will ever notice me. I wonder if your eyes will ever see. How very much I love thee. I wonder when and if you'll see. As I am thinking of you in my chair...

Get Off My Case!

No matter what I do, you're never satisfied. Because of you I have cried. Why is it me you tease & hurt? You act like I am dirt. I have news for you. I don't care what you say or do. Because in my life you don't matter . It aint my life you're going to shatter. Why don't you leave me alone? You better change your tone. Or you're going to get decked in the face. Too bad I don't carry mace. What is it you want from me? Why you tease me, that I can't see. If you think it's because I'm fat. Then you must be blind, I've lost weight, can't you see that? Put yourself in my place. Maybe then you'll get off my case.

I Was Never Told

I hate love, I really do. Believe me or not I've had enough. I can live without it. Who needs it? Love is just a wild fantasy. For everyone else, not me. I won't die for it. I don't live for it. So who needs it? Not I. It only makes me cry. To know I will never feel. Like anything but a banana peel. So why am I crying? And what's left of my heart dying? Because I've given up on stupid love that's why! It's not my cup of tea I tell you it aint for me. So I'll sit around and grow old. Because I was never told. How beautiful love can be. And maybe, just maybe it is even for me.

What's in a Tomorrow Anyway?
I want out. I want to shout. I hate this place. I hate my ugly fat face. I aint worth doggie doo. At least not to you. I'm going to forget our stupid relationship. Good or bad, over it I'll skip. I'm sick of men. Love'em and leave'em, what then? Only tears and sorrow. And nothing to look forward to in a tomorrow. Love never lasts. I've seen it come and go too fast. Over you I'll try to get. The lonely tomorrow, God help me forget.

Too Late For Love
You say you don't love her. But how can I be sure? For I am not you. And I control not what you think or do. If it's her you love and not me. Then to her you must go and from me you must flee. I will always love you, though I may find another. I will always remember you as my first true lover. But don't come back to me, for the pain is too great. I am sorry you realized you loved me too late.

The Flame of Love

Falling in love with you. Was something I didn't mean to do. I don't know what you did. But now I feel like a kid. I feel happy I feel sad. When I'm around you all I feel is how much love for you I have. When you told me you thought I was older. I suddenly felt a teensy bit bolder. I'm sorry for talking a mile a minute. Inside me it felt like a candle was lit. The flame from the candle was beautiful to me. I wonder if when you're with me, if it's the flame of love you ever see?

Time
It seems the world always hurts me. When it does I want to throw myself into the sea. People use People this much I know. If we don't change soon no one will have room left to grow. We need action, if we don't. Who'll have time to laugh & joke? Not us, that's for sure. We'll be long gone for we found no cure.